explanation of absence

[allegra v.a mancini]

Not really a leave, more like an explanation of why I left for a few months.

So lately (I use this term vaguely) i've been caught up in school and working. I've also been having really terrible mood shifts, very, very terrible shift, which result in a complete drainage of life, let alone of muse. I have been eerily fascinated with psychological disorders, and I think I might pursue that. But back to roleplaying. In the midst of my leave, I have begun writing on my own, and my stories are just like my brood; my babies. But as of a week ago, I've sprung up muse for not just my stories, but a more collaborative works, ie, back to vside, yo.

Since I have a pretty shitty track record, I'm not going to make any super duper promises of being around like I used to be. I'll be able to come on regularly, but not heavy duty like I did back in the day. I want to get back into threads and plotting, but I feel that everyone is so far along with their own plots that now I feel intimidated and I feel as though I would be intruding. I'm just being honest, I don't mean to point any fingers anywhere but at myself for leaving in the first place.

Anyway, that was why I left because I was feeling hopeless and numb, and for the moment I feel a little better. I would like to start plots with all you lovely ladies again, that would mean the world to me <3

thanks.
-gurms the (nearly) great.

[becca is lazy]

GUUUUUURMINGTON! (unformatted ftw) I missed you like a fat kid misses a twinkie! We all get it. If it makes you feel better, I haven't posted in like three weeks if not more, though now I'm on break so I'm golden. Anywho, you missed some purging, and i brought Bella back to life. Also, do not be intimidated to plot with any of my little avengers. Especially Emmett considering his only plots revolve around allegra. Hah. But yay! Love!